I scar myself with a silver blade The colour is like the dripping liquid's taste The sweet release of pain Reviving my endorphins Like a shot of heroin An injection of emotion And other days It's a mere tailoring For a fitting perfection Whatever the case It's a blasphemous inception *** For anyone who has … Continue reading So much to lose, nothing to gain..
I'm not sure what's happeningI walk on dwindling staircasesWith no fencesDelving deeper, trying to findWhat has gone wrong in my mindIt's about to explodeOr maybe it already didBecause I can't find itI walk to the chambers of my heartIt's empty and scarredWhere did all my friends go?I guess they left like all friends doAll I've … Continue reading Parallel Universe
Music time! I reached like 460 songs or sumn on my playlist so had a strong urge to share some! Five-Sleeping At Last (and a few others but let's not go there xD) Lovers On the Sun-David Guetta Save-Tyler Joseph Book of Relevations-Dax Uhh I don't excercise but if I had to choose one it'd … Continue reading Music!
In the end it's going to be alright We're going to leave our nightmares and goodbyes As we fade into the light Come with me, I need you here You're so far away from reality Is this but a dream? A hallucination haunting me I choose disbelief Over relief In observing this scene That is … Continue reading Butterfly Effect
The bright lights had dimmed The beating of the drums had come to an end *** The dance floor was waiting And so I succumb To the rhythym, the flow, the harmony The constant twirling Of awakened dormant thoughts The skirts swished and the heels clicked *** We're stuck in this dance *** But little … Continue reading Maniac
Hey Patients. I think I'm going to post every month or so for a very long time. I don't have the time I had in the past, but I do write just as often; I merely don't post it as I don't like disappearing after posting something. I'm thinking, since I am unable to post … Continue reading Dimensions
I know it ain't how it used to beWith innocent thoughts and mind full of dreamsYour words, your life, your thoughts have become bleakYou wish you can succeedAnd beat this monster of a diseaseI know it ain't easy, scummbing to the beastHe has taken over you and his torture hasn't ceasedSince 6 yearsBut pleasePleaseDon't end … Continue reading (Diary)
I wonder when you'll ever stopWhy do you keep on talking?Don't you ever shut up?Working overdrive, 24/7Listening to the constant chatter hurts my earsHell, it hurts all overWhen you feel like you're nothingAnd all you've done accounts to nothingWon't you ever stop telling what I don't want to hear?I don't know if what you're saying … Continue reading Dear Mind (Diary)